Zoe is 5 months old today. I really can't believe it. It seems like just yesterday that Chris and I were at the hospital and I was getting induced and then 34 hours of hard labor and then a C section she came into this world. I look at pictures of her when she was first born and she really does
look different. it is amazing how much she changes every day.

Chris and I are truly blessed to even be parents. I look back on my struggle with my Endometriosis and how much I wanted to be a mother more than anything in the world and never thought i would be able to then after i had surgery to remove most of the endo I was pregnant 3 months later. My pregnancy was a hard one, and I am so great full that I was given the strength to get through it and to not lose our little girl.

I remember when i was 4 months pregnant, I woke up and noticed a little bleeding only to be told it was just irritation then three days later I had to go to the ER because my bleeding became worse and wasn't stopping, I was told that I had Placenta Abruption and that I would probably lose my daughter with in a week. I had never cried so much or so hard in my entire life. Chris and I were devestated. But through our faith and many prayers on our behalf, miraculously i made it to the 37 week mark before getting induced due to Toxemia and Gestational Diabletes all within a week apart. Zoe is our little miracle and forever will be to us. She is a great blessing and i wouldn't trade being a mom for anything in the world.

March already?

did February fly by or is just me. I am really looking forward to spring and I know it's just around the corner. And I can't wait, I really want to take Zoe to the park. And plus the sooner spring comes the less chance of snow there will be. Which is good because I can't stand the snow. Work is going ok don't know what it was about yesterday when I worked but people work so rude. It's like: this is exactly why I am so glad I am not working full time, not that it makes anything any better but hey at least I get to have days of in between the days I work which makes going to work a little better. Anyway, my sister just turned 16 we had a surprise party for her on Mon. March 2nd she was totally shocked. It was good. I can't believe that she is that old. It makes me sick because we are 10 years apart and the older she gets the older I get and I really don't like the idea of turning 26 this year I really don't feel that old. But what can you do about it. :)